We have made it so far, baby. I am so grateful at the divinity in the world manifesting a little bit of itself into the divinity within me. Namaste. For I listened to it, trusted the voice I heard, and allowed myself to surrender to it completely, feeling no fear or negativity. Only hope and light guided my way once I made the decision to have you. Knowing all of the challenges that I would - and which I have faced in this pregnancy, like with Liam's, never deterred me or made me look back. And I have to say that I am proud that at the strength that lies within me that allowed me to follow through. It took four and a half years, but I did it.
I cannot wait to meet you, hold your little body naked and warm it with mine. Cacoon you within my chest and arms. Kiss the top of you head endlessly. Look at the uniqueness and beauty that already is you. Feel a tiny squeeze from your little hand wrap my finger and just get to know you, day by day.
I am so excited to bring you home to the wonderful family Jay and I have created and the extended family we are so blessed to have, who will adore you. I can't wait to watch your daddy fall in love with you like he did with Liam and be so good at taking care of you; your brother hug you and give you kisses, wanting to hold you and watch every poopy diaper change. Even if at first I just want to keep you all to myself I will do my best to share you with other loving hands.
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